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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Embarrassed

I am finding that I am embarrassed lately by my weight loss. People notice, complete strangers that I have lost a ton of weight. They make comments and I brush them off flippantly. I say, Oh I lost so much weight because I had surgery. Like I didn't have to do anything! The surgery was a tool, but I did the work, right?

This has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Yet I find myself scrunching down a bit more to hide from comments. Why am I not feeling proud?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Be proud of yourself for taking the steps. I know your pain.